About Me
Writing by burn on Tuesday, 14 of October , 2003 at 1:35 am
October 14, 2006
George Ward
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Who am I? I’m not sure that I know who I am, but I know who I’m not. I’m not your run of the mill guy, in your run of the mill house, intertwined into your run of the mill family. I’m not a nine to fiver, I’m not run down, and I’m not burnt out. I know what passion feels like. I know remorse, and regret. I know victory. I know pain and loss. And I know joy.
To better understand me I think we need to break this into sections.
Because above all:
I am an unordered list.
I am a blogger.
I don’t blog for money, I don’t blog for fame, I blog so I can look back and see what I did yesterday. I blog to clear my mind. I blog because in my simple life the only thing I can seem to be open with is a mysql database on some server in
I am a slave.
I do web design work for a local church. A church I don’t believe in. a church that reeks of hypocrisy. A church that makes me doubt my faith. Perhaps it’s because I’m viewing it from the inside out, because I am forced to look at the church as a ‘business’. I’m forced to see peoples pain, need, suffering, and salvation pushed aside because of loss/gain ratios.
I am a friend.
I have never sought the approval of others. To be honest… I couldn’t care less what you think about me, but I have been fortunate, over my life I have found many people who think and feel like I do. I don’t have hundreds of friends… but I have a small group of family. That seems like a fair trade to me.
I am music.
I can’t say that I am a music lover… that wouldn’t be fair. I become the music I hear.
I didn’t cry when my fiancé and I broke up…not once.
But I can’t hear ‘hello in there’ without a tear falling. My life is a soundtrack… and I’m just dancing along.
I am a gamer.
No wait… that isn’t quite right… I own 23 arcade machines… what do you call someone like that?
I am my art.
And my art is varied. Pens, pencils, paint. I put a part of me in all I do. I figure, if I die, at least ill leave a nice little suicide note of my life on canvas.
I am simple.
I need these things to survive.
#1 Camel Filters
#2 small amounts of food
#3 love
If I have those three things, I am happy.
I am an 80’s cartoon
my problems usually involve the end of the world, yet they are fixed in thirty minutes or less. Also I have a friend called Captain Planet.
I am giving.
I tend to think of others before myself. Not so much with money, but with emotion.
If you are sad, I am sad. If you are happy, I am happy.
Because of this I tend to make people happy when I am around them.
It would be fair to say that I am a moron, and will act like it to make you smile.
I am Rick James.
Just thought I would throw that in there.
I am picky.
In everything, movies, music, love. If you put in a shitty movie, ill smile and watch it to make you happy… but that dosen’t mean I’ll like it. I know the difference between good cinema and bad cinema
I know that Misty Mundae is the queen of horror, not Jamie Lee Curtis. I know stock screams.
I don’t view relationships as ‘time killers’. Having said that I enjoy spending time with just about anyone… but I’m the kind of person who wont persue you if we sleep together within hours of meeting. Why buy the cow when you can get the sex for free?
I am obscure references
If you understood the cow one then we will get along just fine.
I am adventure.
I am constantly doing something new. Going to places I have never been, doing things I have never done. It isn’t uncommon to call me and find out I’m in some cave I just found by following a stream three miles into the woods.
I am handy
I own and can properly use a veriaty of tools including, but not limited to a degausser.
I am outspoken.
Remember how I said I don’t care what people think about me. That was true.
I am family friendly
I love children, came close to having one once… but much to my dismay s/he is in a biological waste landfill somewhere in
I am a magnet.
I tend to draw people and situations to me. I’m not really sure why… but people like being around me.
I am finished.
That’s really all that needs to be said… questions and comments can be left at the bottom.
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