Writing by burn on Sunday, 29 of May , 2005 at 3:59 am
i am one with the universe.
I am one with the tree.
I am one with ALL THINGS.
Universe = Nothingness/Wholeness
On a timely universal scale,
my life is ten million times less than a whisper.
therefore, I am noting.
My life has no impact on the future of the universe,
but yet is has all the impact HERE In “Something”.
Opposite of Nothing; No impact. (Everything has its equal and opposite).
A Tree is but nothing as well,
therefore,
I am on with the tree.
All things are Nothing; Thus I am one with all things.
for the concerned:
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if you get married they think you’re finished
and if you are without a woman they think you’re incomplete.
a large portion of my readers want me to keep writing about bedding down with madwomen and
streetwalkers- also, about being in jails and hospitals,
or starving
or puking my guts out.
I agree that complacency hardly engenders an immortal literature
but neither does repetition.
for those readers now sick at heart
believing that I’m a contented man
cheer: agony sometimes changes form but it never ceases for anybody.
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Writing by burn on Saturday, 28 of May , 2005 at 4:00 am
the people are weary,
unhappy
and frustrated,
the people are bitter and vengeful,
the people are deluded and fearful,
the people are angry and uninventive
and I drive among them on the freeway
and they project what is left of themselves in their manner of driving-
– some more hateful, more thwarted than others
– some don’t like to be passed,
– some attempt to keep others from passing
–some attempt to block lane changes
–some hate cars of a newer, more expensive model
–others in these cars hate the older cars.
the freeway is a circus of cheap and petty emotions,
it’s humanity on the move,
most of them coming from some place they hated
and going to another they hate just as much or more.
the freeways are a lesson in what we have become and most of the crashes and deaths and collisions of incomplete beings, of pitiful and demented lives.
when I drive the freeways I see the soul of
humanity of my city and it’s ugly, ugly, ugly:
the living have choked the heart away.
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Writing by burn on Friday, 27 of May , 2005 at 5:49 am
sitting and thinking is a death sentence for me…
I wonder about the past… the future
I wonder “how will i ever pay the phone bill”
“ugh the car needs new transmission fluid”
“will I ever get the fucking Ibanez?”
today was one of those god awful reflective days I’ve grown so weary of
everything happened at once… and in such a rush
I didn’t have time to absorb it all
depression set in
depression for me is like an old friend
I’ve grown so used to him, things don’t seem the same without him
I get angry when I’m depressed
I’ll be the first to admit I have a temper
I blew up at someone today for asking me how to open a .rar file
I yelled at john for buying cigarettes and chips…
even though I sent him to the store to get those things
no one can pull me out of my depression
I sit around and listen to tom waits….
I mope
I met a girl online a few weeks ago
her name is bang
she is a sweet girl, very kind and funny
she has been through allot in life and has came out very well
a promising career a man who loves her and from what I understand a beautiful daughter
she cheered me up today
and I wouldn’t bother mentioning it except for the fact that no one else could….
friends I’ve had for years… they don’t even try anymore
when they say “hi burn how are you?”
and I say “pissed” they leave me alone
she made me smile… and laugh
for that I am grateful
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Writing by burn on Saturday, 21 of May , 2005 at 5:52 am
haha today was fun… i think JQ finally figured out that Andy is a tool
and not a cool tool like a torque wrench
a shitty tool like a wood fileand a special message to my friend diesynthesis
for your birthday you get a special picture of me… after putting a new transmission in my car
everyone who thinks im cute please raise your hand
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Writing by burn on Thursday, 19 of May , 2005 at 5:53 am
jq: so where should i apply today?
me: well we should go to olive garden, texas roadhouse, and charlie t’s, im sure you will get a
job there
jq: why?
me: because your young and cute
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