Realization

how could i have not seen that.
did i ignore it?

all of the truth at once…

its mindblowing…

overwhelming….

im glad the series of events went down like it did…
although in hindsight i wish it had happened much sooner.

the pain must have been so unbearable…

i could never find the courage or the strength to suffer through it with such humility.

im sorry for the pain.