to jonquil: for god’s sake leave me alone.

i told you that i gave all of your things to john.
i signed the car over to john… and as far as i know all of your things are sitting in a pile in one of the downstairs bedrooms.
i dont live at that house anymore, and frankly i have to much going on in my life right now to worry about you…. or the things that you have obviously been able to live without for the past 2 years.
i think i have been very fair, helpful, and considerate (to a fault) for keeping your things safe and secure while dealing with the barrage of hateful emails from you.
how dare you expect me to keep all of these things in my house while you tell me it was my fault that you aborted a child that i didnt know about… a child that you admitted you didnt know who the father was? how dare you expect me to be helpful to you while you tell me that that you cheating on me was my fault? by your own admission your life has been hell for the past two years… and yet… i sleep soundly at night, knowing that whatever you are going through is your own fault. you made the decisions that lead you to wherever you happen to be in your life, you need to own that… and somehow work past it.
you tell melissa that i am trying to keep in contact with you… and yet… you never get an email from me… never get a call… or a message.
it should be rather aparent that i want absolutly nothing to do with you.
you can blame me for whatever you want… i dont care, because your thoughts, actions, and words will have absolutly no impact on my life. and while you are wallowing in your self inflicted misery, i will be moving on with my life… creating a family with a wonderful woman.

if you need more proof that i dont want any contact with you…. here it is.
i have blocked you from my email.

kthxbye