About Me

October 14, 2006

George Ward
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Who am I? I’m not sure that I know who I am, but I know who I’m not. I’m not your run of the mill guy, in your run of the mill house, intertwined into your run of the mill family. I’m not a nine to fiver, I’m not run down, and I’m not burnt out. I know what passion feels like. I know remorse, and regret. I know victory. I know pain and loss. And I know joy.
To better understand me I think we need to break this into sections.

Because above all:

I am an unordered list.

I am a blogger.
I don’t blog for money, I don’t blog for fame, I blog so I can look back and see what I did yesterday. I blog to clear my mind. I blog because in my simple life the only thing I can seem to be open with is a mysql database on some server in Pakistan.

I am a slave.
A slave to my local power company… if you have been a bad boy, and havent paid your power bill… you should expect to see me.

I am a friend.
I have never sought the approval of others. To be honest… I couldn’t care less what you think about me, but I have been fortunate, over my life I have found many people who think and feel like I do. I don’t have hundreds of friends… but I have a small group of family. That seems like a fair trade to me.

I am music.
I can’t say that I am a music lover… that wouldn’t be fair. I become the music I hear.
I didn’t cry when my fiancé and I broke up…not once.
But I can’t hear ‘hello in there’ without a tear falling. My life is a soundtrack… and I’m just dancing along.

I am a gamer.
No wait… that isn’t quite right… I own 23 arcade machines… what do you call someone like that?

I am my art.
And my art is varied. Pens, pencils, paint. I put a part of me in all I do. I figure, if I die, at least ill leave a nice little suicide note of my life on canvas.

I am simple.
I need these things to survive.
#1 Camel Filters
#2 small amounts of food
#3 love
If I have those three things, I am happy.

I am an 80’s cartoon
my problems usually involve the end of the world, yet they are fixed in thirty minutes or less. Also I have a friend called Captain Planet.

I am giving.
I tend to think of others before myself. Not so much with money, but with emotion.
If you are sad, I am sad. If you are happy, I am happy.
Because of this I tend to make people happy when I am around them.
It would be fair to say that I am a moron, and will act like it to make people smile.

I am Rick James.
Just thought I would throw that in there.

I am picky.
In everything, movies, music, love. If you put in a shitty movie, ill smile and watch it to make you happy… but that doesn’t mean I’ll like it. I know the difference between good cinema and bad cinema
I know that Misty Mundae is the queen of horror, not Jamie Lee Curtis. I know stock screams.

I am obscure references
fuck you im also the dude.

I am adventure.
I am constantly doing something new. Going to places I have never been, doing things I have never done. It isn’t uncommon to call me and find out I’m in some cave I just found by following a stream three miles into the woods.

I am handy
I own and can properly use a veriaty of tools including, but not limited to a degausser.

I am outspoken.
Remember how I said I don’t care what people think about me. That was true.

I am family friendly
I love children, came close to having one once… but much to my dismay s/he is in a biological waste landfill somewhere in Florida… but we won’t go there.

I am a magnet.
I tend to draw people and situations to me. I’m not really sure why… but people like being around me.

I am finished.
That’s really all that needs to be said… questions and comments can be left at the bottom.